Welcoming the Karuna Community

Posted January 17th, 2012 by Karuna under Chants.

Welcome to Karuna’s blog page! Our intention is that this blog will become
a forum for the larger Karuna community to share their thoughts, inspiration, and
philosophical insights. We are excited to have this new tool to reach beyond the studio
walls!

May the information that shapes our ever evolving practice integrate into every aspect of our waking life. Our hope is that the blog can be an opportunity for everyone to swim in the ocean together towards the light.

The content of this blog includes:

  • Student and teacher writings
  • Yoga Philosophy Discussions
  • Resources for the enrichment of practice
  • Health and wellness tips
  • Events and Class Information
  • Healthy healing vegetarian recipes


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To This May

Posted May 11th, 2013 by Erin under Poems.

To This May

They know so much more now about
the heart we are told but the world
still seems to come one at a time
one day one year one season and here
it is spring once more with its birds
nesting in the holes in the walls
its morning finding the first time
its light pretending not to move
always beginning as it goes

W.S. Merwin


Rummaging For Solutions…

Posted May 8th, 2013 by Erin under Student Writings.

Rummaging For Solutions to the Disharmony Created by the Real Situation That Peace and Silence Are the Goal for Yoginis While Simultaneously Being the Enemy of the People (Sung to the Tune of Simon & Garfunkel’s Sounds of Silence)

By erin feldman

Hello Patriarchy, my old friend

you bring to light my rage again

because your pervasive misogyny

left its seeds with monotony

and the colony that was planted in my brain

attempts to tame

my quest for silence

.

In a man’s world there’s undertow

stirring up an oppression risotto

‘neath the crashing waves of he and his

punctuated by hollow excuses

when my heart was shocked by

the flash of pure awareness

<Now> is peerless

and fuels my quest for silence

.

And in this naked light I saw

Patriarchy’s stranglehold withdraw

people practicing sthira without gripping

people efforting without clinging

people discovering their own truth in this outdated poetry

another growth opportunity

in the grand quest for silence.

.

Fool, said I, to stupidity and fear

my quest you’ll never commandeer

freedom comes from “eradicating separateness”

and realizing that we’re dreaming is the bedrock of bliss

but my words ping off patriarchy’s perverted story

and echo

grotesquely in our halls of silence.

.

While all the people bow and pray

with asana and pranayama cavalcades

with chant and verse we all awake

to our divine feminine spinal snake

because the time is NOW—“in complete obedience

to nature there is no effort”

necessary to quest for silence.

erin feldman is currently a student in Karuna’s 200 Hour Teacher Training Program.


The Art of Now: Minimalism and Yoga

Posted May 3rd, 2013 by Erin under Student Writings.

The Art of Now: Minimalism and Yoga

Fred Sandback. American, 1943-2003. Untitled. Acrylic yarn.

Atha (now), the very first word of Patanjali’s Yoga Sutras, is not merely a segway into the teachings of yoga. The word atha contains the essential reminder that the practice of yoga brings our attention into the present moment, the eternal now. Not only has my understanding of this simple but powerful concept reverberated into my yoga practice, but it has also helped me fully comprehend the nature of Minimalist art, which I not only study as an art historian, but also take as inspiration for my own artistic practice.

Minimalism was an American movement of the 1960s and 1970s which encompassed an array of creative media: visuals art, music, design, and architecture. Emerging in reaction to its predecessor Abstract Expressionism, Minimalism in the visual arts is best described by artist Frank Stella’s famous statement, “What you see is what you see.” Whereas Abstract Expressionists created uninhibited works full of feeling, metaphor, and autobiography (think Jackson Pollock or Willem de Kooning), Minimalists purged their art of emotion, allusion and traditional conventions of artistic beauty. For the yogi, this purging of artistic attributes resembles the experience of one’s desire to shed unnecessary possessions, to live with less clutter. Minimalist artists distilled abstraction to its purest, most austere and universal form: only what can be directly seen and experienced without thought.

Agnes Martin. American, born Canada, 1912-2004.

Tremolo, 1962. Ink on paper. Museum of Modern Art, NY.

“Not thinking, planning, scheming is a discipline. Not caring or striving is a discipline … Defeated, you will stand at the door of your house and welcome the unknown, putting behind you all that is known. Defeated, having no place to go you will perhaps wait and be overtaken. As in the night. To penetrate the night is one thing. But to be penetrated by the night, that is to be overtaken.”

- Agnes Martin, Minimalist artist

The intentionally inexpressive works of Minimalist artists such as Donald Judd, Frank Stella, Agnes Martin, Dan Flavin, Fred Sandback, and Anne Truitt may at first appear to be meaningless arrangements of rigid lines and geometric forms – essentially an art of nothing. However through these empty forms, Minimalists re-imagined the way in which viewers should experience art, fundamentally as a contemplative practice. Much of Western art before the 1960s was concerned with conjuring either conceptual thought or emotional responses in viewers through both abstract and naturalistic references to biography, emotions, stories, and symbolism. All of these responses stimulate the viewer on the level of egoic thought. The complete absence of such content in Minimalism, however, created a newfound and radical emphasis on pure presence and experience.

Anne Truitt. American, 1921-2004. Acrylic paint on wood.

The Minimalist art object, whether it is a painting, sculpture, drawing, print, or something in-between, is just that – an object which exists to be seen, its physical presence to be experienced. They are meant to evoke sensory impressions but not thought or associations in the viewers’ minds. Minimalist artist Donald Judd claims that: “It isn’t necessary for a work to have a whole lot of things to look at, to compare, to analyze one by one, to contemplate.” (Specific Objects, 1965) Thus providing nothing to interpret conceptually, Minimalist art is utterly reflective. It makes the viewer aware of their own shared presence in the space, bringing their attention into the ever-present moment (atha, now). Just as in yoga, feelings or sensations may arise, but they are not to be analyzed before returning to this direct encounter with what is. For the mindfully present and conscious viewer, encountering such art can be its own rewarding meditative practice, an effective means of cultivating awareness by quieting the mind (citta-vritti-nirodha, ceasing the fluctuations of the mind).

Dan Flavin. American, 1933-1996.

The Nominal Three (to William of Ockham), 1963. Fluorescent lights.

Few scholars have drawn such explicit connections between Minimalist art and yogic practices, except for this brief remark by art historian and critic Barbara Rose:  “Like the mystic, in their work these artists deny the ego and the individual personality, seeking to evoke, it would seem, that semihypnotic state of blank consciousness, of … tranquility and anonymity that both Eastern monks and yogis and Western mystics, such as Meister Eckhart and Miguel de Molinos, sought.” (ABC Art, 1965)

The relationship which Minimalist artists had to spiritual traditions is quite diverse. Some, like Agnes Martin and Anne Truitt, created art explicitly as a contemplative, nearly ascetic practice, whereas others’ attitudes remained more ambiguous toward such practices. Even the obstinate empiricist Donald Judd, who contended that his works are not overtly spiritual, stated near the end of his life: “I avoid illusions, things are what they are. But all forms are spiritual … I see it as an awareness which stems from reality — a kind of ‘being.’”

Donald Judd. American, 1928-1994. Untitled, 1968. Brass.

Many people, including critics and other artists of that time as well as today, find Minimalist art difficult and alienating because of its nonreferential, austere, and unemotive nature. It is art that does not ask you to think: it simply is. To fully experience such art objects, the viewer must surrender fully to the present moment. Minimalism’s profound power lies in its ability to invite viewers into the quiet state of being which we similarly seek to cultivate through the practice of yoga.

Julie Warchol is currently enrolled in Karuna’s 200-Hour Teaching Training program. She is an art historian and artist.


Pranayama Prose

Posted April 17th, 2013 by Erin under Recommended Materials.

There are moments in practice that are hard to describe. There are moments that feel so bold and bright or subtle and beautiful that they cannot be easily contained in words. Yet as students and teachers we strive to communicate with each other about these experiences. When just words cannot fulfill our desire to share the experience of practice, art can help to get the message across. For the past few years Chris Hamel, a teacher at Karuna, has been sharing his experience of practice with the Karuna community through poems. Recently he shared his experience of three pranayama techniques, Brahmari, Ujjayi, and San Mukhi Mudra, in the following poems. He writes this as a preface to the poems: “The truth is I know no words that could ever sum up how what I practice makes me feel; and I only believe my opinions on such matters enough to let them in one ear and out the other. With pranayama especially, my ability to explain what it is that I perceive is best transformed and transmuted through the guise of stanza. To say more than enough with less than adequate words! What a relief. Thank you.”

Brahmari

To make a sound

the bee

vibrates its entire being

so much so that

it bends the rules

of what this

physical body

pretends to be.

.

For it is in sound

that one may conquer inwards

to out

the external senses,

.

By becoming the radiance

of your very bee

ing.

.

Ujayi

That glorious expansion,

which becomes the chariot

to take your whole heart

back to the sea.

.

Glorious as in

seeing within your mother’s eyes

that which created the both of you,

.

Expansive as in

finding out for the first time

with your own eyes

the different stars

of the southern hemisphere,

.

surrender to such and become

so sure

of what potential lies

within the depths of what you have yet to become,

but always have been

and could never

be nothing but.

.

Viloma

.

Remember when you were little,

being out in public?

.

How every turn

was a brand new experience,

just like how

cultivating curiosity

was like searching for dandelions in the early summer.

.

So to is it

to explore that which holds the breath

that fills your heart.

One step

followed by the next,

Radiant

with unknowing,

.

Full but

there’s always room for more.

.

And without such exploration,

how could we remember?

.

That which is the essence of innocence,

that which remains

the child of us all.

.

San Mukhi Mudra

.

Ever wondered

what God is doing

when we’re fast asleep?

.

And maybe how come

why?

We feel the best in the morning

when we leave the entirety of our being

up to that great friend?

.

Oh but to hear my breath

from God’s ears.

.

To feel God’s face

with the brush of my finger tips.

.

To know

that not a single moment

in all this that is

has ever acted without

that friend’s hand

on my back

insisting that I

just walk right in.

Chris Hamel teaches Wednesday mornings 9-10:30 at Karuna. He is also teaching the current Intro to Yoga: 8-Week Beginner Course Friday evenings. Check out one of his classes to experience his poetic interweaving of the subtle beauties of asana with the subtle beauties of life.


Dark Night of the Soul

Posted April 12th, 2013 by Erin under Poems.

Dark Night of the Soul
St. John of the Cross

Once in the dark of night,
Inflamed with love and wanting, I arose
(O coming of delight!)
And went, as no one knows,
When all my house lay long in deep repose

All in the dark went right,
Down secret steps, disguised in other clothes,
(O coming of delight!)
In dark when no one knows,
When all my house lay long in deep repose.

And in the luck of night
In secret places where no other spied
I went without my sight
Without a light to guide
Except the heart that lit me from inside.

It guided me and shone
Surer than noonday sunlight over me,
And lead me to the one
Whom only I could see
Deep in a place where only we could be.

O guiding dark of night!
O dark of night more darling than the dawn!
O night that can unite
A lover and loved one,
Lover and loved one moved in unison.

And on my flowering breast
Which I had kept for him and him alone
He slept as I caressed
And loved him for my own,
Breathing an air from redolent cedars blown.

And from the castle wall
The wind came down to winnow through his hair
Bidding his fingers fall,
Searing my throat with air
And all my senses were suspended there.

I stayed there to forget.
There on my lover, face to face, I lay.
All ended, and I let
My cares all fall away
Forgotten in the lilies on that day.


Perceiving shows that you are not what you perceive

Posted April 12th, 2013 by Erin under Quotes.

You observe the heart feeling, the mind thinking, the body acting; the very act of perceiving shows that you are not what you perceive.

~ Nisargadatta.


Beginner’s Course, Beginner’s Mind

Posted March 22nd, 2013 by Erin under Asana, Events.

For the last 6 weeks students have been participating in an 8 Week Beginner’s Course at Karuna, taught by Paul Menard. With just two weeks to go participants have been experiencing remarkable changes in their own practice while witnessing and cheering on their peers as they grow and learn together. While many in the course are true beginners, having done little or no Yoga before, several participants are seasoned practitioners and teachers. Among the qualities of the course that are being celebrated by the students is the space that is being held to be a beginner. Those who are coming across the materials, movements and terminology for the first time have a space to do so safely, without judgement, inhibition or self consciousness. They have a space to cultivate curiosity and attune to subtlety. Those who are revisiting the fundamentals have a space to practice as though they were beginners. This opportunity not only benefits their practice to continually keep the mind open and willing to learn, it also enriches their teaching. The beginner course gives all students an opportunity to  practice “always being, always becoming”.

The 8 Week Beginner’s Course is an ongoing series at Karuna. The next series starts Friday April 5th and continues through the end of May. Both seasoned practitioners and  new teachers are welcome to join to brush up on their fundamental knowledge. All will enjoy the benefits of detailed slow instructions, supplemental materials and assignments to support a home practice, and carefully planned incremental learning.

See you all there!


Commentary on Sutra III.36- Susan Yard Harris

Posted March 20th, 2013 by Erin under Recommended Materials, Student Writings, Yoga Philosophy.

Currently the participants in Karuna’s weekly Sutra Study group have been discussing the third chapter of The Yoga Sutras of Patanjali. Each week one student takes one or two sutras, reads several translations and commentaries from sources such as B.K.S. Iyengar and Edwin Bryant, summarizes their translations, then writes an interpretation of their own. Susan Yard Harris, a Yoga teacher at Karuna, shared this interpretation of Sutra III.36:
Sutra III.36:
By samyama, the yogi easily differentiates between the intelligence
and the soul, which is real and true. (Translation by B.K.S. Iyengar)
Samyama means holding together, integration; the application of dharana, dhyana,
and samadhi on an object of meditation. By dharana and dhyana, the practitioner
can experience the difference between the intelligence and the soul. (Read
Iyengar’s commentary on the Sutras, p. 217.)
Susan’s commentary:
Yoga provides us with techniques that enable us to quiet the citta and experience
the light of the soul. Cultivating awareness of the fluctuations of consciousness,
attention to the breath when thoughts arise, practice and detachment by quieting
the organs of perception, and meditation on the effulgent light in the center of the
heart (which is the soul) teach us to observe our thoughts and emotions with a
loving witness and open us to experience the light of the soul.
Teaching awareness helps our students become more conscious. Teaching
compassion helps them (and us) develop a loving witness to their thoughts and
actions on the yoga mat and in life. Attention to the breath and pranayama quiet
the mind and bring students into a receptive state so that light can arise. A well-
thought-out and well-taught sequence builds physical strength and quiets the
nervous system for dharana and dhyana. Students will learn that steadfast practice
over a long period of time develops their fortitude and devotion.
Just as teaching sincerely and from your heart helps your students open to
experience their own truth, personal practice becomes, over time, the way you live
your life.
Susan teaches “Wise Yoga- 50 and Up” on Mondays from 4-5pm at Karuna. The Sutra Study group is on Thursdays 5-5:25 and is free and open to the public.

So Hum

Posted February 28th, 2013 by Erin under Student Writings.

Yoga has been a catalyst of upward spirals and growth in my life. It has been a grounding, centering, and purifying practice to shine light and metabolize darkness. As discussed in class, we all have darkness whether it be unprocessed emotions or experiences that seek light and want to be “purified” or brought to the surface. This year, deepening my practice of yoga by home practice of various sequences and postures coupled with engaging in the Yoga Sutras, various readings, and pranayama has been highly transformative and I’ve only just begun to lick the surface.

This transformation has rippled and spread into all areas of my life, improving the quality of my work, relationships, and overall state of being. These last few months of deepened practice have lead to a more focused and luminously lucid presence. As mentioned in class, when we chant, sometimes just visualizing or making those vibrations call its meaning to the present moment, awareness of yogaś citta-vrtti-nirodhah almost in a way calls stillness to the present moment. Having previously only associated yoga with the physical practice or āsanas as Bryant discusses in the Sutras being a common Western interpretation to yoga, engaging and exploring the principles and greater meaning of yoga has rooted my practice more deeply in truth and transformation.

With this awareness of the greater meaning of yoga comes challenge. These philosophies and practices are not effortless and take much abhyāsah (practice), yatnah(effort), patience, and devotion over a long period of time (Sutras 1.13 and 1.14). In my pranayama home practice, I grew bored doing the same thing after just a few days. I thought “gosh, I already know how to do this.” Then, I observed that while isolating the senses and breathing into the eyes, I was not nearly present. I was focusing on the nose, or the next sense organ in the exercise.

Although simple, this observation reminded me the importance of “the beginner’s mind” and my tendency to decide that I “know” something. As Hartman explains inthe article, “if we decide we ‘know’ something, we are not open to other possibilities anymore.” After sitting with this realization for some time, I felt a spark, a new attitude to the practice that each time feels like the first time, present “to explore and observe and see ‘things as it is’..full of curiosity and wonder and amazement” In class, while practicing Utthita Trikonasana, Eileen mentioned doing the pose for decades and each time finding something new to learn. Yoga challenges my willingness to not be an expert, letting the fixed view go and cultivating the beginner’s mind.

Similarly, the observance of the natural breath without letting the ego manipulate really challenges the way I think and feel. In this practice of just observing the breath, I notice a strong tendency of wanting to do a better breath or a deeper breath, almost seeking a result and being disappointed if I can’t deepen my breath in that moment. Noticing this samskāra and working to “restructure the lens of ahamkāra” is meaningful work.

Spending the last year traveling mostly alone, I sure learned a lot about myself, my patterns (samskāras) and tendencies, both negative and positive. Although I am blessed to love my work in local agriculture so much, I noticed a tendency to fill every waking moment with commitment. Almost to a point where when I had free time I spent it fulfilling commitments or seeking more commitments to fill. A citta filled with vrttis, constantly in flux. Realizing this was powerful. A beautiful friend sent me a passage from a book I haven’t yet read but will someday (The Way of the White Clouds): “when every detail of our life is planned and regulated, and every fraction of time determined beforehand then the last trace of our boundless and timeless being, in which the freedom of our soul exists, will be suffocated. This freedom does not consist in being able ‘to do what we want`, it is neither arbitrariness nor waywardness, nor the thirst for adventure, but the capacity to accept the unexpected, the unthought-of situations of life, good as well as bad, with an open mind..”

This passage illustrates a very real truth and through practicing yoga I’d like to shift this negative samskāra observed in my travels and reflection, to a more positive and nourishing way of being, where I may “dwell in an open loving heart, where I may attend to whatever clouds my heart, where I may be awake in this moment just as it is.” Yoga challenges my goals of responding to my calling of my work in agricultural education roles. Although this teacher training focuses on yoga, through committing to its practice, I feel I am committing to being a better teacher or facilitator. In a meditation class in California a few months ago, a teacher said “you can’t just meditate when you feel like it and expect results” and this resonated deeply with me as I deepen my devotion to a regular practice at home. With an often busy schedule, it has been a challenge but a beautiful and transformative learning experience to be firm about my commitment to my yoga practice and setting personal boundaries honoring time for myself to just be.

Wellness is something that I value, and I believe that it is an ongoing process, a life practice, something that cannot be “achieved.” As in Nisargatta’s dialogue when he asks, “Is your mind at peace? Is your search over? There will be no end to it, because there is no such thing as peace of mind.” yoga challenges me to practice, devotedly compassionately and tenderly act to alleviate suffering. I need help exploring this balance, weaving this practice into the work and other projects I feel called to do. The structure of this teacher training will facilitate (and already has facilitated) a blossoming process in which I can find softness whether it is in a challenging pose or during any challenge in life, balancing two opposing actions in a posture or two tasks on my to do list, treating transitions as poses, and falling into grace.

I am grateful to be a part of such a beautiful community like Karuna to share a practice together with maitri karuna mudita upeksha in our hearts as we shed layers revealing our inner most purusa and fearless love of life.

THANK YOU!

Sarah Berquist is currently enrolled in Karuna’s 200 Hour Teacher Training Program. She is also a radiant and beautiful area farmer and agricultural educator.


Mystical Powers

Posted February 26th, 2013 by Erin under Recommended Materials, Student Writings, Yoga Philosophy.

We have been studying the third chapter of the Yoga Sutras of Patanjali for the past couple months at Karuna. The chapter is aptly named “Mystical Powers” as it describes eventual experiences and capabilities a yogi may acquire after a level of mastery is achieved of the last 3 limbs of Yoga, dharana, dhyana and samadhi. As an effect of doing these three limbs together, samyama, one is said to be able to do things such as know the future (3.16), know their past lives (3.18), read minds(3.19), know of their own death (3.22), and cease experiencing hunger or thirst (3.30), among other things. This chapter of the sutras comes with a warning that certain powers, though gained through yoga practice, can take one off their yogic path if squandered or coveted.

In our discussions of these sutras we have kept in mind that within the cosmology of the Yoga Sutras these powers are believed to be quite real and literal. We have also discussed the ways that these powers can be understood figuratively within our own practices. When discussing one sutra, the ability to assume the consciousness of others (3.38/39), many of us made linkages to our asana practice as well as our experience as teachers. When we ‘come watch’ a pose being demonstrated in class we are observing the person doing the pose as though we were in that body, or as though that body was our own. When one teaches asana one has to relay techniques of embodiment of not just physical form but of philosophy as well. In order to be adept at this teachers have to try to feel what their students are feeling in order to provide options to guide them in the right direction.

Looking at the third chapter figuratively can provide us with openings to the ideas offered and provide us with insights to strengthen our practice as teachers and students. Owen Wormser, one of the current students in Karuna’s 200 Hour Teacher Training, captured these images of a bobcat in his yard the other day. After seeing how quickly this animal seems to become invisible, we were inspired to revisit Sutra 3.21: When samyama is done on the form of one’s own physical body, the illumination or visual characteristic of the body is suspended, and is thus invisible to other people.

Photos taken by Owen Wormser

Erin McNally is a Yoga teacher currently participating in advanced training at Karuna.